Reaching for that one star and doing it without regret.

Today, I thought I had a great day. A breakthrough so to speak. Until I came to realization that what I was living in wasn't what I wanted . A slight few differences is what I ask for. They say those who aren't grateful for what they have now, don't deserve more then what they have right then. But I wonder, is it so wrong to wish for more ? To wish that you could reach that star and touch it, fully knowing it might be impossible ? I'm going to venture and say no to that question. But what if we reach for it, and fall flat on our face for trying ? Is it worth the risk ? Worth that chance of hurting ourselves ? Yeah, in my case it is, because I have a lot to gain if i succeed and I don't lose all that much if I don't.

"The last thing you want to feel is regret . You don't want to come home, lay on your bed, and feel regret asking yourself ' why ' when you fully know its because you didn't try"- John "OreO" Tran

Overall ? Enlightened.
out. ~Taicho

Cars,friends,and promises

So i'm getting my car tomorrow! Can't wait! First thing ima do is wash that sucker til it shines like no other! :] I realize that I need to be very selective of those I drive around . Some people will appreciate it and will show me that appreciation accordingly . Others I know will appreciate it and won't have to say it . I think that this year, I gained knowledge that was imperitive to my survival in life . My friends mean a lot to me and I hope to keep those that have been by my side through the good, the bad , and the simply ridiculous. So here goes :

Thanks Angie, for all the advice, the talks, the laughs and great times we had . I've only known you a short time and yet you've done so much for me including telling me when I was being stupid LOL. You made CRC that much more bearable and huong lan that more great! :] whether it was jammin' to booty music or those inside jokes, you always made me feel better on those days . So thanks. :]

Jack, Sotaicho, you understood how I felt all those times when shit came to worst haha. You made me grateful for the little things I have in life and that I should value them more and not take them for granted like I have . Girls were a pain in the ass for both of us but hell, we just laughed it off most of the time. :D So many thanks to you good sir . Much appreciation indeed .Divine intervention! haha

Tami! my fukutaicho! You're awesome beyond belief. You always got where I was coming from and didn't judge me when situations changed . Although I don't say it enough to you, thank you. You were that person that just "ai yahh"ed me I was being dumb >< so much appreciated to that . Just one last promise kay? after that we'll do what we gotta .

To those I didn't mention, you know who you are and im thankful for everything .

Devona, ima keep that promise so better keep your schedule free :]

Overall? More appreciative .
out. ~Taicho

Maybe

So i'm listening to this song by Jay Sean, its called Maybe and I realize that it reflects a alot on things that have been happening to me . I miss my ex like crazy and after a wierd dream I had of her , I recieved a text this morning asking how i've been . Its nice to know that someone still cares after the storm, so to speak . But the lyrics of Maybe that have been getting to me were "Maybe its true that im caught up on you, maybe theres a chance that you're stuck on me too. Maybe im wrong and its all in my head, Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn't said." like I really want you , I think I need you , baby I miss you, and im thinking of you.

A wise friend of mine once told me something that stuck to me." Its alot like you're so used to someone being there in your life, that once they're gone it can never be the same ."

Overall ? missing an ex sucks :[
out. ~Taicho.

Me and my license .

So after many failed attempts at passing my behind the wheel drivers test , I succeeded this time around . Therefore my day was starting out pretty damn good! :] Then went to the gym and did what was needed to be done . Afterwards , went to Jackson Rancheria where I won a few bucks and left happy with a stomach full of free drinks and such .

Overall? great day :]
out. ~Taicho.